if i could trade this ache for indifference by Nosfe [web]
screenshot added by nosfe on 2004-08-08 19:30:18
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release date : august 2004
release party : Assembly 2004
compo : shortfilm
ranked : 11th
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popularity : 57%
  • 0.44
alltime top: #7008
added on the 2004-08-08 19:30:18 by nosfe nosfe

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somewhat unfinished, i might even do a final version later. i just run out of time due to some mistakes in editing which killed one days worth of work.

didnt expect to get it to screen. so i don't care about getting only to 11. place.
but, i'd like to kill the asswholes who did the shit that got into top-3. and the voters too.
added on the 2004-08-08 19:33:02 by nosfe nosfe
Refreshing to see something like this in the wild compo, apparently all the juries didn't suck terribly. I like the message and the fact that it wasn't entirely noise, but I felt it could have used more ...something.
added on the 2004-08-08 19:48:21 by DiamonDie DiamonDie
that was scary
rulez added on the 2004-08-08 20:03:46 by loaderror loaderror
diamondie, mostly it could have had a couple more days of work behind it.

added on the 2004-08-09 08:14:04 by nosfe nosfe
rulez added on the 2004-08-09 10:55:13 by psenough psenough
Nosfe, this is actually pretty damn neat.
The black and white visual closeups on your face with the actually meaningful monlogue make this a sure winner in my heart =)
rulez added on the 2004-08-09 11:02:26 by Nezbie Nezbie
i liked it quite alot. imo should have placed in top3, but oh well i think it didn't appeal to gamers at all
rulez added on the 2004-08-09 11:56:11 by shadez shadez
The only prod that really touched me in the compos.
rulez added on the 2004-08-09 23:12:58 by y0bi y0bi
one of the few good prods in the short film compo
rulez added on the 2004-08-09 23:14:27 by bzz bzz
should've definately placed higher
rulez added on the 2004-08-10 15:07:29 by teel teel
i'm generally not a big fan of the idea of suicide as a solution, but this video is really well worked out. very athmospherical.
rulez added on the 2004-08-10 15:55:17 by dipswitch dipswitch
The only one that I can still remember... Very well made.
rulez added on the 2004-08-10 16:08:53 by Navis Navis
those tiny fragments of perfection please me anytime.
rulez added on the 2004-08-10 16:22:39 by cp_ cp_
I expected to download this and have a laugh and take the piss a bit. But it was kinda cool! A bit cliched but the presentation gives it a tense atmosphere.

On a side note, a friendly fashion tip: the beard is not good. It makes you look like a garden gnome. Other people probably think it but (unlike me) they're too polite to say it.
rulez added on the 2004-08-10 17:02:39 by Shanethewolf Shanethewolf
i thought it was really cheesy :)
no offence to all you suicidals, im just having some hard time to relate..
added on the 2004-08-10 17:05:52 by lithis lithis
Don't worry. People who talk about suicide are the least likely to do it.
no, the beard rules!
added on the 2004-08-10 17:11:45 by dipswitch dipswitch
visually very nice and well done.
the speech spoiled it a little bit, not only content-wise.
added on the 2004-08-10 17:19:47 by styx^hcr styx^hcr
What does "syökää paskaa" mean btw?
added on the 2004-08-10 17:24:23 by tomaes tomaes
Tomaes, "eat shit"
added on the 2004-08-10 19:32:13 by teel teel
that guy looks ugly
sucks added on the 2004-08-10 19:45:42 by drstranger drstranger
NOSFE rules! Though I'm not a friend of suicide themes eigher (they just feel too much like klishee), i totally like your visual work and the use of real film. very tasteful, expressive and inspiring ... great job, nosfe!

and don't you dare to shave that awesome beard off ;) !!
rulez added on the 2004-08-11 00:32:54 by monroe monroe
erm ... it's "cliche" instead of "klishee" of course ; ) . nevermind!
added on the 2004-08-11 00:35:50 by monroe monroe
Poll: Who thinks Nosfe should shave his beard?
Poll: Who thinks Nosfe should shave his beard?
Poll: Who thinks Nosfe should shave his beard?
...ok, after counting the thumb ups, it seems i've definetly gone too mainstream now. need to make more noise then.

i'm not here to please you.

Poll: who thinks we should shave shanethewolfs pubic hair publicly?

added on the 2004-08-11 01:08:15 by nosfe nosfe
hmm... i idd like your noise productions better, this one is a bit too 'linkin park' for me :/
added on the 2004-08-11 01:20:04 by okkie okkie
the closeups made it... but this is probably the worst screenshot one could get out of it
added on the 2004-08-11 01:23:29 by ttl ttl
the closeups made it... but this is probably the worst screenshot one could get out of it
rulez added on the 2004-08-11 01:23:33 by ttl ttl
Hugi #29 says: "Remove black and be creative"
I don't really know, how to handle this Wild. It is well produced and not too long, but then again I'm not really a fan of this type of art...
it proofes, scene goes to hell, sucks!
sucks added on the 2004-08-11 02:27:57 by NuKem NuKem
i feel sorry for nosfe.
this is a totally awesome little clip, but imho it wasn't supposed to be entered to the compo - compos are usually not about this kind of a material...
rulez added on the 2004-08-11 21:10:42 by Gargaj Gargaj
rulez added on the 2004-08-13 14:27:12 by uns3en_ uns3en_
i think shane pubic hair should be shaved
added on the 2004-08-13 14:28:06 by uns3en_ uns3en_
Shane, fur, and superglue - an upcoming wild compo.
sucks added on the 2004-08-13 18:56:23 by kusma kusma
i'm too busy jerking off while watching the porn to get it released.
added on the 2004-08-13 18:57:27 by nosfe nosfe
I wonder wether where is really anyone who likes such stuff. Masochists maybe?
sucks added on the 2004-08-25 22:30:01 by T$ T$
I wonder if TS knows how to write proper english.
added on the 2004-08-26 00:40:42 by nosfe nosfe
for the scrolltext
rulez added on the 2004-08-26 01:40:56 by 216 216
i too want a knife with my name carved in the blade
rulez added on the 2004-08-26 02:26:31 by dalezr dalezr
I want a spoon with my name, date of birth and waist measurements on it.

I do not want to be shaved or superglued.
i'm too busy jerking off while watching the porn to get it released.

HAHAHAHA, I almost missed that! Nosfe admits that he jerks off!!!! HAHA, PERVERT!!!

why else would i started sceneboylove?
added on the 2004-08-26 11:54:20 by nosfe nosfe
accidental mainstream, and damn awesome ... disturbing and emotional ... wonderful!
rulez added on the 2004-11-10 23:14:29 by witeshade witeshade
rulez added on the 2004-11-20 23:54:00 by zomb zomb
Originality over all.
rulez added on the 2005-01-15 13:14:27 by jimmi jimmi
It was scary. However, it was ... like... well, awesome? Or something?
rulez added on the 2005-11-14 21:02:57 by kelsey kelsey
rulez added on the 2006-08-05 18:18:57 by wie8 wie8
I think this is a bit pathetic and that the "show, don't tell"-advice might be a way to make the lyrics a bit less teenage-angsty.
sucks added on the 2007-07-12 09:53:02 by sofokles sofokles
Nosfuck go to hell!!
added on the 2010-04-14 04:22:07 by zoolum zoolum
sucks added on the 2010-05-27 23:50:33 by Sir Sir
deep shit, man
rulez added on the 2011-05-02 04:57:21 by noby noby

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