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Sorrow by g0blinish

Name:Sorrow
ProdType: Demo
Reqs: ZX128+AY
Durtn: approx 2 min.

Some creds:

music: 'Crystal' rmx by DOC/NS/PSG,1996
gfx: teh Internets
code: g0blinish

Some lyrics used, it suits to my state of mind
http://www.sleepingatlast.com/blog/2016/8/20/sorrow

here is a text:
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it feels like falling

it feels like rain.

like losing my balance 
again and again. 

it once was so easy;
breathe in. breathe out.

but at the foot of this mountain, 
i only see clouds.

i feel out of focus, 
or at least indisposed
as this strange weather pattern
inside me takes hold.
each brave step forward, 
i take three steps behind
it's mind over matter -
matter over mind.

slowly, 
then all at once.
a single loose thread
and it all comes undone.

where there is light,
a shadow appears.
the cause and effect
when life interferes. 
the same rule applies
to goodness and grief; 
for in our great sorrow,
we learn what joy means.

i donÆt want to fight, 
i donÆt want to fight it.
but i will learn to fight,
i will learn fight
Ætil this pendulum finds equilibrium.

slowly, 
then all at once.
the dark clouds depart,
and the damage is done.

so pardon the dust
while this all settles in.
with a broken heart,
transformation begins.