What do you think you are doing here in Pouet?

category: general [glöplog]
Two threads in a row. Sorry, I have 7 hours internet, and a mood. Or actually and really, I don't feel so good about what am I doing in Pouet, so I had to open this too..

I just don't like that something drags me into this when I don't have anything else to do, or that's not really the truth, but the truth is that I have a lot to do but I am constantly blocked (psychologically) from doing them (Of course, I am planning to find some mechanisms to make me do something more usefull, but till then or if not, I can rest my case here..).

And then I don't like the connectivity of me with all of you. I don't like when I see some nicknames and I feel diferrent values of awe for each of you, so when number1 tells me to stfu I feel ok, but when number2 does this then I don't feel ok, or number17 who was supposed to like me. And you are constantly changing.

But then again, I don't like how diferrent some people judge some people depending on who is who (number0 or 17) and how I do judge too, either inside my brain or outside. I don't like that attraction to go and jerk to the other, wait for his reply and see what I get, I don't like and then I see that everyone throws his personal self in here, it's not only me, or I just say that it's not only me because then I would feel inferior.

So, I say that I am one of the same and nobody diferrs (But this goes in conjuction with my older wish to diferr but that doesn't matter now). I see we are the same shit on Pouet, and I see myself rotting too. Why should I and you shouldn't?

So, what do you think you are doing here in Pouet?

Me. I know what I shouldn't do. I shouldn't be here. It's getting sad.. ;P

But sad is the world :(
added on the 2005-01-30 17:54:35 by Optimonk Optimonk
he is back!! hurray!!!!

*roars of applause for optimus fill the stadium*

and i'm here in pouet to fix the bloody heater, it's been freezin in here!!

*goes back to fucking around with small metal parts on strange pipes*
added on the 2005-01-30 17:56:54 by okkie okkie
reading and posting. DUH.
A new category should be created in the scene for Optimus.
Something like BB animator, or so. :)
added on the 2005-01-30 20:29:25 by doh doh
i just wanted to check a proper database of scene releases..
but it seems you can't do that without having to indulge upon geek teen/post-teen psychiatry.
added on the 2005-01-31 00:20:40 by psenough psenough
watch out for user10, he's devious!
Me, devious? Never! =)

I'm here to check cool new prods.

My retinas could easily do without some of the guff in the threads but i suppose you can call it variety..

Keep rockin'
added on the 2005-01-31 08:18:34 by OldSkoOL OldSkoOL
I am sorry. I don't know what was I thinking I was doing yesterday in Pouet. Suddenly I have the mood for other things in life and I don't feel like doing the same today. I just hope it doesn't come tomorrow..
added on the 2005-01-31 13:44:56 by Optimonk Optimonk
added on the 2005-01-31 13:46:07 by Gargaj Gargaj
current mood: angry angry >:(
added on the 2005-01-31 14:13:55 by okkie okkie
"Verbal diarrhea at trolltown".
added on the 2005-01-31 14:42:29 by hitchhikr hitchhikr
>the truth is that I have a lot to do but I am constantly blocked (psychologically) from doing them

I recommend psychotherapy and/or psychedelic drugs.
added on the 2005-01-31 14:52:06 by jazzman jazzman
I don't think I am doing something, I think I am doing your mother. Actually, I am quite sure.
added on the 2005-01-31 15:20:24 by sprocket sprocket
well er, i come here for demos amazingly enough.

the interesting question is, what are you doing here optimus?

it seems to me, from reading your inane babble over the years that you are somebody desperate for recognition. by your own admitance, you've been unable to achieve this through making demos/intros, so you've resorted to spamming pouet with pointless thread after pointless thread, thus engraving yourself in the minds of all pouet readers.

i have to say, you've been very successfull at this, but i feel it is not bringing you happiness and contentment. i suggest you find another way to fulfill your needs, and perhaps examine your motives (perhaps you were neglected by your parents?).

anyway, i wish you luck in your quest.
added on the 2005-01-31 16:02:27 by Bagpuss Bagpuss

Interesting epilogue.

@Beau minet:

Who is user10 btw? At first I thought you were setting up the 10th poster. The previous reply count was 9 so I thought I was gonna be no.10. But I was actually no.8. The counter had obviously gone off the rails?

added on the 2005-01-31 18:09:17 by OldSkoOL OldSkoOL